I'm so goddamned bummed! I couldn't find my monthly train ticket this morning and had to buy a new one! I guess it just shows where my head has been at 'cause I hardly ever lose things. In fact, I've always been the best finder, but today I found dick.
I know I'm blowing this thing out of proportion and that usually means there's something else going on beneath the surface. And I guess it's obvious what that something else is. It's just that when I went looking for the ticket in my wallet this morning, I was inexplicably overwhelmed by an emptiness that I hadn't felt since my mom died almost 25 years ago. I just felt lost.
And the funny thing is that I know I'll find it. It's probably in my other jacket or in a shirt pocket. I'm not so sure about everything else.
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